starting over

April 5, 2008 at 11:32 am (expectation)

Everytime I think I’m going to have time to blog more — school starts again and I realize I barely have time for myself in between work and school that this blog has taken a back burner.

Of course, I also tried to throw myself under a bus (i.e. get back into the world of dating) and I realized that I could quite possibly develop a hatred for most, if not all men.

I realize that all men are not bad but the ones that I’ve one across lately are clueless. After being stood up for a date by Nick, a guy that I met online — I did what any self-respecting woman would do, I deleted his number. Lo and behold, a week AFTER the missed date, he calls and asks when he’s going to get to see me. It took everything I had to not laugh openly in his face and just respond with, “never.” The sad part is that he couldn’t understand why I would say that we couldn’t meet up. After all, I just ended a relationship with a selfish, self-absorbed, inconsiderate a**hole, I most certainly wouldn’t want to intentionally start a relationship with another one.

There were of course, other crazy dates, and I’ve decided, at least for right now, that I’m just going to take the opportunity to enjoy the company of one of my best guy friends, Jay. He’s funny and is able to hold a conversation on about anything — and he’s good looking. Can’t ask for much more than that.

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